It’s really hell having to deal with old pets. I had to say goodbye to Puto last weekend and now it looks like it’s time for Murphy to leave. He’s been sick with something that no one could definitively diagnose for about 6 months and went blind about 3-4 months ago. Now he’s unable to hold his urine. I put him in my bedroom tonight since it’s so hot and I’ve got A/C in there. I found him asleep on the floor a few minutes ago…laying in a pool of urine. I slid him out of it and it just kept coming out. He’s also coughing and wheezing a lot and his whole body shakes when he coughs. I don’t think he’s going to make it through the night.

I feel like I’m waiting for him to die and it’s just not pleasant for either of us.