As the wedding day approaches, many thoughts and feelings are rushing about in my head. Thoughts of days gone by along with immediate plans of what to pack along with last minute errands to be completed…

That cute little boy who endeared himself to all (at least until he got old enough to turn into a smart-ass!) is getting married in just a few days. He’s now all grown up, beginning his own family. How can this be? It wasn’t that long ago that I was doing this–wasn’t it? That day is still vivid in my memory, along with the day of his birth as well as that of his brother. So many good things to remember–along with a few sad times. The years have progressed far more quickly that I thought they would back on that day in 1968 when I began my walk down the aisle.

I’m so happy for Kevin and Chrysoula, but sad to see a chapter of my life ending. I know that a new chapter means exciting events yet unknown, but it is still hard to close the door and leave that little boy on the other side. As I leave the house on Friday to head off to Las Vegas, I will begin this new part of my life as will they…

I’ve had many conversations with Mike over these past few days. I wish he could be there. I think he would be pleased as to how Kevin’s life turned out. I’ve asked him if I’ve done things right. I wish he could tell me.

And so I say goodbye to my little boy and welcome my son and new daughter-in-law–I finally have a daughter! And maybe a new little one will come into my life one day in the years ahead.

My most overwhelming feeling right now is love. How lucky I am to have two sons that I love so much. I don’t want to give you away, Kevin, because I love you. But, because I love you, I give a big part of you to Soula with the hope that there is still a small portion remaining for your mother.